My Fervent Admirer..!!

I am the mirror

Of my soul’s reflection

Enthralled by my esprit

Are thousands of men

Flocking my heart’s corridor

Desiring my company every hour

I am the enchantress

And their raison de’etre

Night and day

They pine for me

Their eyes knit those furtive dreams

Oblivion to self and unknowingly

They now belong to me

I am the black

And the white

End of the dark

Towards the light

I am the beauty behind the veil

Food for their famished soul

Controlling their every reverie

In this world of glitterati

I am the last flicker of flame

For their tainted self

I am an illusion

And I am real

There are no ground rules

There is no magic spell

There are no tricks

As I am The Dominatrix

I am who I am

The mirror of my soul’s reflection

The charmer

And my very own

Fervent Admirer



* Random lines. Randomness personified!

The Paso Doble of my Life..!!

The thing about Yesterday is that it won’t come back. No matter how hard we try and how desperate we are to turn back the time. And then there is Today, which can never catch up with Tomorrow. No matter how badly we want to fast forward our life into the future.

So what we are left with is Today. Now. This moment. Seize it. Carpe Diem.

This is exactly what I have been trying to do. My daughter is now more than a year old but seems only like yesterday when she was born. It’s been a memorable journey so far. Parenthood has been quite a learning experience. I have learnt by heart now that the only thing constant in my life is change. There hasn’t been a single day which is a replica of a day previous. Each day brings new excitement and adventures to my otherwise chaotic and dull life. I have found new meaning in being one with my daughter. She is indeed the silver lining in our otherwise cloudy life.

I have been trying hard to stop her from growing up so fast but its inevitable. And only thing I can do is just capture these moments. Make these memories to cherish them for lifelong. Even though you can never get your childhood back, they say you relive it through your child. Those exciting first moments of independence – rolling, sitting, solid feeding, crawling, cruising, walking, babbling - are more for the parents to take pride in. We have been fortunate enough to watch her toddle around the house and create special moments for us. She is the dance of my life. Makes me tough and soft all at the same time. Ergo, nothing defines her better than the Paso Doble! 

* I haven’t written in so long I realize it now than before. And the itch to write is slowly returning back. So, hopefully, I’ll get back in form by the end of this year. That’s only if I keep writing!

Notes to Self..!!

"The hardest thing in life is to know which bridge to cross and which to burn."

* Note to Self :- Avoid the darn bridges !!


Forest Gump's momma told him "Life was like a box of chocolates.. you never know what you're gonna get."

* Note to Self :- Always buy your own chocolates !


"I trusted the Sun and I got tanned."

* Note to Self :- Trust no one!


"When I'm good, I'm very very good but when I'm bad, I'm better."

* Note to Self :- Try and be bad all the time!


"Living with regrets is much more difficult than living with defeat."

* Note to Self :- Don't sweat, when defeated!


"A person often meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it."

* Note to Self :- About time to take a trip to Himalayas!


Just like that !! :-) :-)

Poetic Justice..!!

The moonlight, tonight, exuded exceptional radiance, retiring the darkness early. It seemed so surreal.

Maybe it was the mind, playing some tricks.

He left me, at the altar, to marry a young upcoming model. And today, she left him for a rich and powerful industrialist.

He burst into tears, helplessly.

And I, somehow, smiled. Wickedly.

PS: Just trying to write 55 Fiction stories.. :-)
PPS: The pic is from the net.

Show me the way..!!

Aimlessly, I walk around
Of myself, I make no sense
Wondering if things will improve
Or they will ever remain the same

Every heart has a dream

Every heart has an aspiration

But sometimes you need someone

To lead you on

Life offers a lot of complexities

And the beliefs, sometimes, shaken

Times like those

You need a shoulder to cry on

I walk, flustered

Life interrupted

Then, suddenly you come

And show me the way

At the end of a tunnel

I see a light

Here I was, dejected

But you showed me the way

Now I believe

That there is much more to life

Look at me

As I pick myself up again

Conviction is what you have

Conviction is what you now taught me

I had been failing

But you restored my belief

Here I was, sitting

And sulking

But your words cast a magic

And showed me the way

Even when we had a friction

You were clear that failing wasn’t an option

Now I realize

Every heart has a dream

Every heart has an aspiration

It is a matter of reaching out for them

And not being scared of living upto the expectations

PS: I have been hibernating for quite some time now! Just being lazy and the weather isn't helping much. I guess it takes time for acceptance that the holidays are long gone and it's time to wake up.. :-)

Happy New Year to all you guys. Hope you welcomed the year with lot of razzmatazz and may you create beautiful and promising memories as each day passes by! :-)